Obligations...

As most of us feel nowadays,I feel sad and helpless.Because that wonderful holiday is finishing in two days.Again,lessons will begin and also exams...Next time I will come to my home when school finish.I think it's about at the end of January.Besides,this year it will my first new-year's day that I will be outside from home and away from my family.If Tekirdağ was close to Ankara,I would go to home but it is not...Luckiliy,my best friend is at Metu,too.This helps me feel happy.
As I walk around at home,I feel a deep sorrow...I know,nothing will be the same anymore.I never will be the same as I was in the past.I will always be a guest at my home.No matter how long a holiday it is,one day it will finish and again come bact to my real place..School or work or a new home...Time is a big liar...19 years passed so fast.How I wish to be a child right now.But never,I will be..I can't catch the time.Monday I will be in Ankara.In the morning I will be in Tekirdağ and then in the evening I will be in Ankara...What a big destruction !
I know,I know it is an obligation.Yes,we can do nothing...but..How should I know,I can't adjust myself.